My mom's going through a cancer scare, I'm trying to find a publisher or agent and going crazy, my friend lost her baby and other friend is under the editor's knife AND IT WON'T STOP RAINING! It's been 36 consecutive days of rain now. Sun: shine, please!

I'm still looking for a permanent full time job that might stimulate me. *Sigh*. I'd rather get an agent or publisher first however. Currently writing something which might be material for a novel (or bits of it anyway). Who knows. Do you know? I sure don't know.